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PLEASE READ!!!!

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Hello my awesome watchers and visitors,

I've been absent from Deviantart for a long time now, and my apologies for not getting back to comments and notes.

I have decided I am going to be removing every last one of my deviations from my page, and re-upload only a select few with a signature present :) So my page is going to be under construction for the time being!

I have taken up a Facebook page as to where i upload all my new photography etc, I keep it relatively updated :) If you have Facebook, please go like my page if you'd like to :hug: www.facebook.com/pages/Shannon…

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AMYST!!

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Soooo I haven't updated my journal for a while so I've decided to dedicate this new one to my new favourite band, Amyst!

I found them on facebook about 2 weeks ago and have been listening to them all day ever since! They're amazing, and they're not even signed yet :) They have so much potential it gives me butterflies! They're all such great guys it seems, really fun and passionate about what they're doing. I came across their page, and sussed out the band members just out of curiosity and saw that their drummer is from South Africa aswell and had gone to the US to drum for them :) I found this friggen cool, so i listened to their stuff and LOVED it...and I've chatted to some of them, they really converse really well with their fans, and i find that super respectable! its very rare that you find such a sick band that gives their fans some love :)

So if you're into Post-hardcore/screamo/electronica (their newer style)/hardcore/awesome clean vocals/great visual lyrics/sweet guitars and drumming/pure awesomeness then check them out! NOW! :D

For fans of: Sleeping With Sirens, A Skylit Drive, Secret And Whisper, Asking Alexandria

Or simply just anyone who likes good music! Their style is really unique! :woohoo: Like seriously, they're addictive :)

Check out these sites of theirs and 'like' add and whatever them.
If you have facebook, check out their page : www.facebook.com/amystmusic?sk…
Myspace: www.myspace.com/amystmusic
Twitter: www.twitter.com/amystmusic
Youtube: www.youtube.com/amystiscool
Purevolume: www.purevolume.com/amyst

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hmm....

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I've been really stressed and depro lately....think i really need a break from reality...i wish i could just pack up my guitar and camera and head for the hills...escape all the shit going on around me for a bit, but even then, it'll still be inside me, theres no escaping it it seems.

so TIRED =( :yawn:

:lonely:

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So this journal entry is dedicated to VampyBrooke to thank her awesomeness for the premium membership :happycry: I'm extremely greatful, I've been wanting one for a long time...Im so excited to have one now :D

-----> :iconvampybrooke: VISIT HER PAGE, NOW! You wont be disappointed, amazing photography! check it out:aww:

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...Just a small taste of awesomeness...

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Oh my GOSH...that took forever haha xD

Thanks Vampy! :hug:

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R.I.P :(

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So...To my greatest disappointment, a very special animal of mine just recently passed away about 2 weeks ago...I havent had the energy to write a new journal entry so its a bit late to notify whoever gives a shit on here. He was a 6-7 week old rescued puppy. He was rescued from a local township with the rest of his litter after their mother was killed. The poor little babies were in such a bad state, riddled with fleas, worms, malnourished, mange...it was so sad but we ended up adopting one, who i named Fender. after a couple days he was starting to look healthier and happier and i managed to get rid of his fleas and worms, get him eating well again and just loving him. He was such a cutie, but still very young. i could hold him on his back in one hand, and being a german shepherd mix, thats VERY small. He was much too young to be away from his mother, but its a cruel world :( so things were going great, i was with him every minute of everyday, he was my friend and company when i needed it and i got attached. He had serious abandonment issues and would cry and yap himself hoarse at night and when left alone until i came and held him again, then he would only fall asleep. after about a week his health decreased again with diarrhea and weakness out of nowhere, but then went up again and he seemed to be alright again. But then one night i noticed he wasnt acting like himself, he didnt want to walk, just stood there and then sat down. he wouldnt cry much and when put to bed he would keep quiet. The next morning, he was really sick, he just lay in his bed and kept quiet and there was also a lot of diarrhea in his enclosure. I got him up and took him outside for a while and he ate a little bit and drank a bit but when he was lying on the bricks i noticed how skinny he had got, i picked him up again and all his bones were jotting out of his skin. I was shocked because he was at a relatively healthy weight just the day before. i got really worried. so i left him in the kitchen for a bit while i went and did something in my room and came back and saw a little puddle of black diarrhea, i was quite surprised at the colour but as i was going to get some towels to clean it up, i nearly screamed when i looked behind me and saw black/very dark brown diarrhea all over the floor in a huge puddle, it was like water, black water and smelt like carcass. i know its disgusting but i want to tell you the whole story. so i was like holy shit. i dont know how that much liquid could come out of such a tiny puppy. i went to go find him and he was sitting in the lounge, acting quite normal. i immediately phoned my mom and told her that he was really sick. so i kept an eye on him but then left him on the patio in front of my house with some water and then i went to go see my gran for a while, and when i got back later my other gran who was staying with me at the time had gotten him a blanket and he had been sleeping the whole time. it wasnt normal and i was seriously stressing, he didnt even flinch when i came to him and stroked him and picked him up, he had such sadness on his face, his big eyes were so different, sick :( it was horrible. briefly, for the rest of the evening there was a lot of extreme diarrhea and gagging and he was still deteriorating and getting weaker. We planned to take him to the vet the next morning.

in the morning he was even worse, he could hardly stand, he was just a little hairy skeleton. we got him to the vet and when i put him on the grass when we got there he just fell right down, he couldnt even stand :( we saw the vet and he said he was severely dehydrated and anemic and that the black diarrhea means it has blood in it, which i knew. he said it was possibly Parvo but would have to be put into intensive care on a drip. this was strange because he was supposedly given his first inoculation when we first adopted him which was especially for the parvo virus.

Another asshole vet, who was put in charge of deworming and inoculating the rescue puppies by an animal welfare group in my town, who just puts the puppies down if they havent found homes before 5 oclock when the work day is over. He tried to make us pay R700 for the puppy when the agreed price for all the rescue puppies with both their deworming and first inoculation is always R50. now this fuckhead is trying to make us pay R700 :pissedoff: my dad got hold of the woman in charge of the rescue work and she said it is only meant to be R50. he refused to pay that amount and the vet said okay fine but i need an extra R10 for the deworming. so he went and gave the puppy its deworming tablet and 'supposedly' its first inoculation (which he should have already done but didnt because he was just planning to put all of them down). He came back and rudely said to my dad that once that puppy is out of the building it is no longer his responsibility.

So back to my puppy at the vet, we left him to go into intensive care. about half an hour later, the vet i saw phoned me on my cellphone number i left with them and told me that Fender had passed away when they were putting the drip in. he said his immune system must have been so low that the shock of the drip being put in was the last straw and he was lost. they managed to get it in to try and revive him, but they couldnt :( he was terribly sorry. i was so upset.

So it was now clear that it was indeed the Parvo virus and i think that asshole vet in the beginning actually in spite DIDNT give fender his first inoculation for the parvo virus, and then left us with that heartless comment, probably knowing what would happen. I hate him. I dont know how someone can be so heartless, hes an awful vet, always has been, hes just in it for the money, he doesnt care about the animals.

I'm still really upset about it, it all happened so quickly and i miss him :( being alone all day is once again just as shit as it was before Fender came along :( its hard going thru all the photos i took of him :( I did everything i could to make him healthier and happier since day 1 and i hope that in his second chance at life, even if it was so short, he felt loved and happier than before.

Rest in peace Fender :heart: :( you were an amazing little companion

Photos of Fender the 2nd day i had him: shani-has-a-dethwish.deviantar… shani-has-a-dethwish.deviantar… shani-has-a-dethwish.deviantar…

Photo of fender after a week and a half: shani-has-a-dethwish.deviantar…
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